Mindy,
Sounds like you really went out on a limb and made yourself vulnerable--
and were returned with a less than compassionate response. That's no fun
for anybody. I think that your boyfriend knows that you are not crazy. Otherwise
you wouldn't still be together. On the other hand, if you can see that some mental
problems have been causing strife in your relationships, this is a key time to make
some changes. The best thing you can do now is to talk to a professional about the
issues you're experiencing. You can even find
counseling online. Best of luck!
Cheryl Petersen