I run a muti-task machine at work. I have struggled with some of the task and seem to go about it a different way than other operators. I was taken off the machine to teach other how to run them after expressing my problems of ADHD with a supervisor. I run very good numbers on the machine, but it's the keeping up with the paper work and cleaning that i find difficult. Getting the machine to run well is my main focus, but those other things are very apparent to others and they wonder why. Because of this I was put in a position to teach others; although this was somewhat of a compliment I feel that I have failed at my main job. Letting others down really stresses me out. I also get a little depressed about it too.

How can I get through this better? Why can't I stop thinking someone is thinking I am not good enough? Having trouble sleeping it bothers me so much at times. I feel my actions have lead to a path of no return.

Thanks, Joe